Slowly, piece by piece, I have been exposed and yet until recently I did not notice the amount of exposure I have sustained. Is it because I am used to pain and loneliness or is it because the amount of stressors I have been through in the past couple of years has made me numb to the slow exposure I have been enduring? Or is it I have become painfully aware of my exposure because of the coronavirus and how it has stopped me dead in my tracks? I am not yet sure of what the cause is and quite frankly I do not care to know anymore. However, I do believe that it is a culmination of all of the above and the sudden stop my life recently took because of the coronavirus is what has brought my exposure to my attention. And now I need to figure out what to do with my new found exposure. But for now, I will continue to live my life day by day exposed. It seems to have worked for me this far. I’ll just be more aware of my exposure and maybe one day I will figure out how to heal my exposure.
Namaste, my friends.