Crossroad

I have found myself once again at a crossroad and I have no idea which way to go. I am nervous to choose a path as so much has changed in my life. I do not trust myself as much as I used too. I do not trust those around me as much as I used too. I do not trust life as much as I used too as life has changed so much that it is nearly unrecognizable. And yet somewhere along the line I keep finding the courage and the strength to keep going. Maybe it is because I have “given” up on certain things and people. Maybe it is because I have become so exhausted from “trying to figure things out” that I am now in a place to just let things “be.” I do not know what has happened to me and yet I do know I am at a crossroad in my life. And for now, I am choosing to be content with just being at the crossroad. No more no less. And to wait to see which path shows itself for me.